b and i leave tomorrow for a two week european journey and i must say, trying to leave the continent is very stressful! i suppose as you get older and have a place that you live with cats and plants, it takes more than just a hastily packed bag and a plane ticket in order to leave the country. so needless to say, this week has been an insane flurry of activity and change. on monday, i knew exactly what i was doing for the rest of the summer. on tuesday all that changed. my life (or the life i need to live in order to pursue my artistic endeavors) seems to have no real basis in normalcy.
i think i need to make peace with the chaos.
remember when i said i was trying to do some "life-planning?" well, it looks as if that's just not in the cards. not my cards at least. my cards are weirdly shaped and impossible to hold. they're pink and green with polka dots and you can't fan them out in your hand nicely. nope. no life plan here. only england, france, a show and another show.
and i turn almost thirty on monday.
wish me luck.